the condradicting views of a beloved.

I am a dancer.

2008-03-11T08:33:00.002+08:00

Hey!

I'm just sneaking in a post (or two) in here, before I set off for school. The costumes for Modern Dance are so slutty/hot/punk/gorgeous babbehh! I mean, I kind of knew we would get outrageous costumes (But, I can never brace myself for them).

I dont get drunk on three measely sips of Jolly Shandy, I get high on them. Nothing else. Du-uh.

Anyways! Later on, I have server's night! Theme is Kung Fu Dunk. DANG IT! I dont have the Wushu type of track pants, so i'll either show up in jogging pants or ~~drag~~ Sherrie to Carefour to get myself some (if they have it). Darn.

I know God will provide for me! (:

The new dance moves are hot. It is worth watching us (Sqss Modern Dance!) at DanceWorks Cathay Cineplex. Alot of dance troops from different schools are competiting. and with God on my side (and thus on my Troop's side) our enemies are our footstool. Amen!

My eyes are tired!!! I dont wanna go for server's night, but I wanna know how it goes like. So, I'll be meeting Sherrie then.

(The actualy reason I even went online was to watch Little Mermaid on YouTube =.= )

DTP4 babeh!

2008-03-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

I missed the feeling of crying & jumping up & down for Him (:

I bought my first pair of FBT shorts! It is black! Horrah! Be happy for Anna (: Anyways, so I wore the black fbt to DTP. Well, I first wore my school shorts and then bought the black fbt, then I changed into it.

The AmazinGrace was really exciting cos, it really felt like amazing race (the reality series).

Afterwards, we played Mafia!!! It rocks man! Cos it was so deviously coooool! Yay(: Anyways, Praise and Worship was:

awesome.

I really felt God's presence and _____ JUMPED!!!! yaye~ I miss EJ2 (not ej3). I miss CIAONE. I miss last year, but I am looking forward to this year anyhoo. :D

"I will sing until Your presence fills me up"

Lord;

2008-03-04T20:25:00.001+08:00

I know You'll never forsake those You love.

I am giving my hope unto You, because, I cannot do anything else but pray and believe in You. So, all I expect and all the results will be by Your will, and no one elses.

Hey y'all!

2008-03-03T19:14:00.001+08:00

I know you all miss me alot(:

Sorry , but I am going to be like.. rarely be touching this blog and my xanga one. BUt, maybe more to my xanga one this time, sine some people forget i have a xanga blog. *Ahem-ahem*

I am currently counting down into the school holidays(:

2008-03-01T23:16:00.001+08:00

I am not afraid, nor scared.

I will give my trust to you.

I will.

Announcement;

2008-02-27T19:56:00.001+08:00

Hey, i'm switching over to my oldoldolllddddd blog(: Haha! Cos i need to post up stuff that some people cant see. Too bad(:

So damn confused.

Boo.

2008-02-26T19:08:00.001+08:00

I got my malay results and i am obviously devastated.

kerana saya berasa saya mengapa awak marah dan sedih dan... ape ape aje. Maaf, sayang.

To you, My Daddy God is awesome;

2008-02-24T20:10:00.003+08:00

Hello:)

Today, I finally went to church once more! I totally detest skipping church. :( It is sadsadsad. Anyways, I shall rest in my Daddy God, who'll settle and solve all my problems for me.

ily;<3
imy.<3

I am slim! <3-Anna(:

My dance is the love;

2008-02-23T09:52:00.005+08:00

Booooooooo *breathes* ooooooohhhh :)

I just gotten of the phone with wallet. Lol. Yay! Let me study wor! Good good. Anyways, yesterday I was kind of ~~moody~~ the end part of the day, I really wanted to pon dance class because i was feeling really down and moody, Thank God I didnt!

I love my dance mates! They cheered me up! <3

Surprisingly non of the dance seniors showed up. Wow. I think it is the domino affect. That is where, when one goes, no one does. But only Natasha showed up. Haha! And bitched for a while :) Cant help it, now can we? :)

188 had no aircon. It felt like a steam thingy which ~~i forgot the name~~. AHEM. moving on :)

We talk, hear, see & express dance babehh.

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth

2008-02-22T11:17:00.001+08:00

i am in school nw!
using the com lab.
it is actually PW, i love mr ong!!
he rocks man1
he allow us do whateverrrr(: <3333

all teachers should be like that!
hahahahaha. okok lahhh... hmmm.... boobs(: okok byebye.

Thursday blues;

2008-02-21T19:15:00.003+08:00

I wanna be innocent again.

I mean, since I've been in SQSS, I've been exposed to a concentrated dose of life. The type of dose I'll never be able to experience in YTPS. I mean, like, seriously, as much as I would give to wind back the times, I am happy to be in SQSS.

I miss being a small child. I miss being with my parents only. I miss me.

History & English can scar you for life and show you how much you have now. Amen for my common tests!

Charlotte; Alloy's baby sis! She's my current obsession(:

2008-02-19T19:56:00.002+08:00

this is all my ~~effing~~ fault.
this is all my ~~effing~~ fault.
this is all my ~~effing~~ fault.
this is all my ~~effing~~ fault.
this is all my ~~effing~~ fault.
this is all my ~~effing~~ fault.
this is all my ~~effing~~ fault.
this is all my ~~effing~~ fault.
this is all my ~~effing~~ fault.
this is all my ~~effing~~ fault.

I made you sad, now so am I. It is so wtf.

Bukas, yun first week natin, sinabe mo ako maganda. Pero ... Mahal ko ikaw. Pero..

Boo.

2008-02-18T20:29:00.001+08:00

I am crying.

I just have to be more patient;

2008-02-18T15:15:00.002+08:00

Ah-bogawagawagaloomah-shooom!

I recieved smses from deardear people asking me to get well again. Thank you! I feel the love. :) Then, I called Sammi (cos she missed called me like... three times). It was kind of entertaining listening to their conversations (without me making a sound). My ah-te said it was so weird that I wasn't there! Awww. Of course lah, duh! :D

I am finall back to using my lappie! I feels a teeney-weeney bit awkward, cos it has been eons since I las used it. But, old habits can always come back :)

Tomorrow, I'd be slapping Yao Hui! Yay! Hahaha! Sammitan has to remember to tell me how many times he slapped her. :) naughty naughty ah, just cos I aint there. Tsk tsk.

I refounded my love of yogurt! Wheee. Peaches are the loooove. & Jason is like, practically telling me the answer for the common test ! God's favour! Amen :)

My short-er fringe is so disturbingly short. Wow. ANYWAYS, I finally know how to uh, style it in a way that meets my expectations.

It's a typical love story
We started out as friends
We met way back when
This is just a typical love story
The boy you never wanted just steals your heart
I never saw it comin', til' I fell so hard

2008-02-17T13:52:00.002+08:00

Basically, I just posted that photo up there out of randomness. I am not much of a photoshop girl, but I can edit just nice. :)

I suddenly miss c.i.a one & one a oh seven. It makes you start realising what you have and how much you should start treasuring those moments spent. For, they can be the last few you would ever have with them.

I miss the (now) sec3 girls from c.i.a one! I miss cherlyn lots. I miss those mentally prayable guys from c.i.a. Last year I would have never thought of that, but I do. I miss Johnny lots.

I mean, he is very attatched to his DG and he should but, c.i.a rocks my socks.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY;

2008-02-14T19:17:00.002+08:00

Today, loafs of bread around the courty expired. Mr. Jonathan is unexpectedly sweet to his girlfriend. He has been together with her since 15 years old, Secondary School Sweethearts. Classmates somemore! Dont play play!

sound familiar(:
amen.

Anyways! I got chocolates for my craviung sweet tooth today! Thanks dears! And presents! Aww, I am touched.

SOMEONE JUST HAD TO FALL SICK TODAY.
I wonder who.

Cheer up , Amira! Love you! It's valentine's day dar`.
Sammi gave me a flower. Romantic, right? (:
Sinlee gave me chocolates (nicenice!) , I like(:
I got alot of stuff. Lol.

Sinlee, I help you pull your fingers, okay! :D

~~Yesterday~~ or today?
Today lah, okay(:

2 more days;

2008-02-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

Alot is happening on the 14th Febuary. One of the most important things is:

My loaf of bread's going to expire.

Steam Boats & Stuff Toys

2008-02-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

I have alot of stuff toys, but never the less, I cannot bear to part with them. ):

Anyways, today after Indoor Agape & Arrow D went for steam boat at Thomas's place. It was super duper luper cool! :D I finally knew the meaning of _ _ _ _ _ _ _. I dont feel so naiive anymore. Sigh. Pray for me :)

I am very tired. I need to sleep. I need to last this crazy week of school, and it would definately be crazy. Believe me. I can already tell. I love it!

I still cannot believe that my school programmed teperature taking on Valentine's Day. That is totally absurd! Oh well. I will use my extra money to get my darlings something. Maybe a card or something, I'm not much for Valentines. Heehee. ~~Although I am a romance freak.~~

I cant belive I used to have thing ridiculous feud with Abigail! But, we admit, my clique and I were definately the bimbos and Abby and her amigas were the Goths. Serious. I aint kidding.

But, that was at the Gems era. *Shudders*

I really am very interested to see Dione on her wedding day(; And, I want to go shopping with Dione & Elena again! We most likely are. Typical girly girls!

I miss CIA1<3. Bleh, mean retarded populated originisation.

nag balik ka na! hooray. mahal ko ikaw.

i am slim, if you think other wise:

SHUT UP.

Shopping plights;

2008-02-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

Okay, just get straight to the point:

It is hard to shop for bras.

2008-02-07T17:38:00.000+08:00

Bakit ba may lungkot sa 'yong mga mata
Ako kaya'y di nais makapiling, sinta
Di mo ba pansin, ako sa 'yo'y may pagtingin
Sana ang himig ko'y iyong dinggin
Ako ngayo'y hindi mapalagay
Pagka't ang puso ko'y nalulumbay
Sana ay pakaingatan mo ito
At tandaan mo ang isang pangako

Chorus:
Pangako, hindi kita iiwan
Pangako, di ko pababayaan
Pangako, hindi ka na mag-iisa
Pangakong magmula ngayo'y
Tayong dal'wa.....ang magkasama(ehhhh......)

Ano itong nadarama ako
Ako kaya'y nahuhulog,
umiibig na sa 'yo
Sa t'wing kasama ka'y anong ligaya
Sana sa akin ay magtiwala
Kung tunay man ang nadarama mo
Mayron akong nais malaman mo
Ang aking puso ay iyung-iyo
Wag sanang lumimot sa pangako

Repeat Chorus:
(except last line)2 times,second time whole line

Tayong dalawa

IMY

2008-02-07T10:47:00.000+08:00

I miss you! I am not refering to wallet anymore. Lol.

We used to be such good friends! Stupid devil! ):

I realise I am loosing you bit by bit as the days go by. I am so sorry.

2008-02-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

At 7:45:12pm.
Goodnight.

Saya sedih awak tak dengan saya. Mengapa?

Ytps, I'm coming darling;

2008-02-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

Hallo.

I am laughing for no reason nowadays! It feels so high. I miss that feeling. i miss you.

Tomorrow, after the retarded SQSS CNY celebration, i'll be hitch-hiking my way back to YTPS. Gasp. The horror is gratifying. (:

Sammi tried to comment on my XANGA and thought she would succeed without an account. BAH! That's where she's wroooong(:

I am going to just bring a little pouch tomorrow(: I realise that SQSS is one of the most rowdy schools in my area. That is, including CCK area. Makes me either wanna scream or laugh. It is kind of two contradicting reactions, so i'll restrain myself.

Hady & Amalina , class 1B `ohEIGHT, stead. Lol, this is the kind of news you'ld classify under the heading ,'old news'. I mean like, my opinion is like.. A bit over rated.

I think that it is kind of shocking at such a early age they stead. I mean like, they've just met each other this year! And they stead january!!! Outrageous.

Oh! And Yong Mou complains that this blog has a shortage on photos. Whatever! Both my blogs are wordy(: It's just the way i like it.

I remembered the history video. And, wallet still appeared in my mind. I miss my wallet.

Alis ka sa Malaysia. Bakit! I hate you..):

Parents;

2008-02-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

I am submitting. & the gays have no heart to actually even ask. What's up with them man?

I am very gratetful for my friends. I need to sumbit, gain favour with your leaders. I am going to be very quiet. I want to listen to the world around me.

I am still very touched by your concern. Very sweet.

I cried and my eyes are puffy. Sad case.

I will remember;

2008-01-31T21:19:00.000+08:00

Belven thinks i am 48 kg.
Yao Hui thinks I am 52 kg.

I accept either weights(: Cos one of them really is my weight(:
Praise the Lord.

Amen.

2008-01-30T21:37:00.001+08:00

Amen.

i am going to get you.
but you dont deserve the rearrangment of facial features.
it would actually be an improvement.
sad case.

2008-01-29T22:34:00.001+08:00

Lord, give me the strength to go through the week. Lord, provide me supernatural strength Lord. I recieve. I recieve my blessings.

It is not easy being who i am,
I am sorry if youall think that
I am not a good role model.
I will pray and give it all to the Lord.

Retail Therapy

2008-01-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

Read My Xanga for details on an amazing retail therapy sesions with three babes of Christ.

I am slim!

2008-01-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

I am tired, I am lazy, I am Anna Elizabeth, Princess.

I cried today, something happened. I just was too over loaded. I think i might cry again tomorrow, but for a different reason. I miss my SXIA sisters. I love them alot you know. Sigh~`.

I am pissed at people judging me. There are so many. But, by God's grace, I recieve the favour. You are so nice to me when i was so mean, thank you. I am a bitch. Yes, I am. But, at least I admit it and want to change. Unlike some others out there.

I AM SLIM. If you dont think so, too bad. You are a blind retard. Sad case, God still loves you though(:

So many prayers, I am over loaded. And it is just the beginning of the blessed year!? God, I recieve your strength. Amen.

Me;

2008-01-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

Breathing in the humid air, the heart throbes for truth. For reality to strike me in the face again. If your sweet words can lull me to paradise, it is doing so now. But if conflicts adhears, is it worth the momentary high which last contrdictingly long.

If you caught my tears everytime a shead them, then why arent you here now.

Such a strong word,
Such a strong friendship.
Such a strong love,
From a loving Daddy's lips.

He says I am a princess,
So do I.
So i am praying now.
Letting my words fly.

2008-01-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

I know my Daddy God as :

YahWeh.
The God who is Gracious.

I GOT $100!AMEN(:

Hey;

2008-01-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

I'm praying God to give me the wisdom. I recieve Lord!

you all shldnt spread liiao.
wont last one.
not ready.
i really am not lorh.

I may not;

2008-01-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

I may not be able to memorize the bible cover to cover. But hey! You might have to strain yourself to memorize, but even without my efforts, i still recieve.

I pity you, so naiive. You have a serious attitude problem, but I pray God will give me the strength and that super natural patience to endure. Endure. My gosh.

I am so pissed off right now, I am so not in the mood. I snapped at my parents and now i am even more pissed. I love my parents, but you are so getting it from me soon.

I've never met anyone so rude in my entire life! I am in SQSS! Paikias are nicer than you. Bitch; i dont care about the gender clash.

You cant see the multitudes of blessings in my life, yet.
You'll see.
And you'll look in awe& in amazement;
For what God has done in my life.

2008-01-15T17:15:00.000+08:00

Modern Dance Rocks.
Bitches are the ones who say bad things about it.

Read Xanga Blog.

ROFL.

2008-01-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

Jerome: Eh, Anna, you got stead or not? Surely got one. You so girly.

Me: O.O, me. Girly. *prays in tongues*

Thank God.

2008-01-13T19:35:00.001+08:00

Praise The Lord.

100.

2008-01-12T17:24:00.000+08:00

Hundreth post. Yaye.

I still miss you. And then I miss them. And now, I am missing them. I learnt something new abt you yesterday. And, wow, if the person i miss was actually in that state then, what do i know abt you? Who are you, now?

Now i know you care. So surprising. Thank you. Wow. I care for you and you and you and you.

(pic taken earlier in the week)

BOOB

2008-01-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

I am still praying.

I am a blessing(: Thank God.

Aw.

2008-01-09T20:04:00.001+08:00

Praise The Lord.
BUT!!

Sammi's dead for making listen to love songs. Humph. Heehee. Haha.

I am now quite confused. But, praise the Lord! For He delivers.

I wish you'ld stop watching porn, see! you've made it to my prayers. oh man. cant exaclty say i love you, although friend. bah.

Praying time!

2008-01-08T19:24:00.001+08:00

I finally kindda finished my maths homework! Yippee! I am so satisfied. Teehee. I am often satisfied actually. Better than some people who complain day and night. (haha!) But, i complain too so, no condemnation!

I wanna sleeeeep! I love my new pe attire. It is so sexy man! Haha! I have an obsession with the PE attire now. Cheheee. I love the sexy shorts too! Hehe. I cant help my PE attire obsession!

Tomorrow, I've got M.D, the new sec ones who wanna join M.D can like, come and see lah. Like last year! So excited. I want to have the auditions already. So scary lah. My GOOOSH. I'll be praying in tongues and believing God! Amen!

i wish you'ld stop watching porn, cos i considered you a friend you know!!! and i always care for my friends lah. so like, God, please heal him of his porn obsession. it is okay to be horny, but porn aint. oh man. i kindda miss the old you. without the porn.

Boob.

2008-01-07T17:35:00.000+08:00

Oh well. Another day at school. I finally didn't miss any classes. No sec one orientation! Yaye(: I mean uhh. teehee.

I am kindda tired, but, I have changed alot. Scary. I mean, I know i've changed in terms of personality and physicality, but still. Scary. I have become ruder. Mean ect. But, I know God still loves me.

The precious blood of Jesus Christ redeems,
Forgiven I'm alive, restored set free.
Your Majesty resides inside of me,
Forever I believe, forever I believe.

Arrested by your truth and righteousness,
Your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness.
Convicted by your spirit, led by your word,
Your love will never fail, your love will never fail.

To know you gave the world
Your only son for us
To know your name
To live within the saviors love
And He took my place
Knowing He'd be crucified
And You loved,
You loved
For people undeserving!

Dresses and heels;

2008-01-06T20:31:00.000+08:00

hallooooo!

OKAY!!! umm. read my xanga;D

Saturday Morning Blues;

2008-01-05T10:20:00.000+08:00

I feel so pissed and moody. Last night, I talked to YH on MSN, then cried. Then talke dto YH, Sammi & Jenny on the phone. Then talked to Ping Chye on the phone until past midnight. Wanna know why?

I went out.

I am so ridiculous and silly lah! NOT GOOOOOOD! ): Today supposed to go for the stupid CCA Fair, then wake up so fugging late. So damn pissed can.

I havent smiled all day. Maybe never will. Cos, I dont feel like going for DARE.

Last night I was so tired to tears. I was cold and tired. I was moody, pissed and down right angry. Fed-up with everything. Wanna quit modern dance. But what other CCA i can go to? Stupid fugged up school. Everything's so fugged up.

If I go for DARE, i'll either break down in tears or smile without meaning it. It is just so effed up. But I want to be happy, cos :

Pei Xian's engaged!

I am truly happy about that. I dont feel like serving. I dont feel like going through with 2008. The year started out so effing badly.

Congrats PeiXian, the engagement was New Year's eve. See! 2007 rocks. ~~Although it was also so effed up.~~ I love you, Pei Xian! Congratscongratscongrats.

I miss you all.

2008-01-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

I am tired. I danced. I performied. I got pissed. I was told. I ate. I miss 1A`07.

Look. Here's the facts. I never thought that i would miss my old class. Well, I never thought I would miss the people whom I took forgranted.

I realised all of this crap when I realised 2A was so quiet. It felt too quiet. Like, the silence was so great that it became noise. How in all that is sane, does that happen!? I miss the slight murmurrings of 1A`07. I miss getting pissed at them. Oh man. How i want everything to be the same again.

I am trying my hardest to accept things but, I dont even realise that certain people are in my class for dancing's sake! I miss Ms. Tan. She is such a wonderful person. one that others might never be.

I want to trasfer school if i'm not allowed to switch class. BLAGGEEJORH to you.

I Miss One A Oh Seven.

The First Day To The Second Year

2008-01-02T20:22:00.000+08:00

My feet are aching. My muscles are cramping, and did i mention to you that I am sec2 and a prefect? Yeah.

Back to today. I have something to say, but i'll only say it when I am given the permission. The sec ones this year are okay lah. Cant really bad mouth so much. And, (being nice) I shall'nt complain. But please lah.

The class arrangements this year are absoulutely horrid and unacceptable. I want 1A'07!!! Before I make a friggin` scene, restrain me. I just have to trust God on this whooooooole year. The trusting begun when i stepped into school and realised I was odd.

I am in 2A, if you all didnt know. And, basicly I am fine with it. But,... a teeny-weeny bit disappointed. But i got promoted!

No longer am I the ViceChairman but i am now the Chairman. Cheers! ;D
Praise the Lord! ;D

I am lazy, tired, and I need to do stuff now. So, chao mah babes. I am trusting God. believe me.

Blessings;

2008-01-01T13:45:00.000+08:00

Blessed New Year! ;
Blessings of Deutronomy 28 are upon us.

No resoulutions for me! Only prayers.

Amazing, simply amazing

2007-12-31T00:29:00.000+08:00

Look, this is my nintieth post, for this blog. I am just so blessed. I really am. Jealous? Well:

*stares* BLAHIUEDHAHHHH . *sniffs*

I wanna ask you, have you been saved? Wanna be saved? It is the coolest thing to be on Earth! God loves you. Jesus dies for you. Wanna know God? Wanna accept Jesus? He rocks.

I am slim. I am blessed. I am a princess.

2007-12-29T20:14:00.000+08:00

Well, my feet are sore, and today was definately not a bore! So fun!

I woke up to get to school for the prefects' orientation briefing. I am incharge of class 1/3. Oh well, grace grace luh! ;D I have favour! Amen;D

Then , I dismissed early, cos i had Modern Dance. It was a last minute rehersal for the Sec One Orientation. They better be impressed! So far, the movements, and the formations are very cool! Very slick. Different styles of dancing. Three songs. Yeah babbehh! I smell... sweat. o.o!

Then I ran to jurong and met Sin Lee. Heehee.

Kallang, And there were Dione and Elena.

Taxi-ed to Kallang Leisure Park.

Then, ICESKATED!

Then we ate at Subway.

Elena and I kindda, cam whored.

And viola! I am here, at home(:

A dg outing, A bonded six;

2007-12-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

Today is the epitome of;

fun
retarded
funny &
hipocrisy

Six of agape (me, elena, jeremiah, sebastian, darrell & gordan) went for a dg outing (?!) as the six of us, at escape babeeh!

So, firstly, we all met at Choa Chu Kang MRT at like, 9:30am. Wanna know why? Actually, the original meeting time was 9, but Mr. Sebastian had to sms me, complaining, on how the time was so early and that we should meet at 10 instead. Then I smsed everyone to stand by that the meeting time would change. So in the (friggin`) end, we met up at 9:30. Oh well. I wouldnt have mind, but guess who came at 10?

Sebastian. (this is so, pure comedy)

Anyways, Elena and I cam whored` on the train and took candid photos of the guys:

DD, Gordon & Jeremiah (left to right)

DD, Jeremiah, Gordan & Sebastian (left to right)

The Lovers Quarrel.

The Solo Shot.

Aw.

The Babes.

4 in 3 (!?)

So, we reached Pasir Ris, then the guys were hungry so we went to eat lunch. At Macs, where else. Haha. Revalation. (=.=)

OKay, so i took more pictures on the bus *giggles*, I cant help it! I've got a camera phone. Humph.

(looks so happy!)

Anyways, then we reached Escape Theme Park!!! (gasp) (faint)

played; (in order)

Wet & Wild( i think)
Water bouy (or smth like that)
Rainbow (whooohoooo)
Tea Cup thing. (not real name)
Haunted House (BAHA)
The girls; Roller Coater thing & the guys ; INVERTER!

oh man! The guys are funny to be around with! They are gay men! (=.=?!).

Who are complete hipocrites too!

Mr. Gordan : Why you all so scared?

(we were lining up to go into the Haunted House, me, elena, dd and him)

DD: I am so scared! Can I back out?

Okay, so, five freaking steps in to the haunted house, Mr. Macho starts hugging DD. Oh mann,... macho.

I was screaming my lungs off. BEGGING gordan to go infront. DD wanted to, but nooooo, Mr. Macho had to pull him back, and the two little girls at the back decided to be more mature than us (like we are) and go infront. THANK YOU! Lovely little dears. I lost my slipper in the thing. Damn, that Gordon stepped on it. I was so scared to take it up cos i was scared something would grab me.

So in the end, i was kneeling on the ground, DD said it wasnt scary and Gordon was laughing his ass off at how scary it was.

Dont you all think my group is ironic and, absolutely retarded? I do.

As for the Rainbow, it was the only ride we all sat in together. EXTREME BABBEEHHH!! HAHA!! That jeremiah was next to me and i had to bear with his screaming, and he bore with my asking him to shut up. heehee.

The water one is so coooooooooool!!! I got wet! Elena didnt. Along with DD. =.=

Oh well. The inverter is chao funny to watch! The guys were so contradicting.

Sebastian; Screaming and hugging himself.

Jeremiah; Screaming like a girl

Gordan; what do you expect?

DD; laughing.

My group is funny.

YOu all can hear I and elena were saying. The screaming was by us, and the guys[; AND! I didnt mean to be horny in any way. =.=!

Then on the mrt we went! And a picturing I proceeded.

BEER!

So, we went to have dinner with peixian. The guys have sop many stories from CAMP! Such interesting men! I am honoured to have them in my DG. Praise The Lord!

Thank you Lord, For an amazing day.

Pissed;

2007-12-26T21:28:00.000+08:00

I am darn pissed right now, alert to all who are talking to me.

I ~~hatehatehate~~ bowling, when i am not having a good day. Bad mistake, parents. Next time, listen to me, too bad.

It is true;

2007-12-25T13:40:00.000+08:00

I read Sherrie's post about the Ambs Gathering, and it is really true.

Want A Family?

Join A department.

2007-12-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! aint no such thing as santa, only Jesus!

2007-12-24T12:37:00.000+08:00

Jing Yi and I. well, hey. i love my doggie!

Jing Yi's sis's the cat. It was a request.

1,2,3

2007-12-23T20:31:00.000+08:00

-EDITED

okay, well, so much for the one sentnce thing. But, i really want this camera;

it is dione's cam actually. but i want it!!!
okay ,well, read my XANGA , comprende amigo? yaye! ecstatic. ton and tons of pics there! and i shall leave you with a pic, i love it! well ,two pics;D

i am slim, and yes! it is me.

2007-12-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

i look like tourist.

tourist no. 2!

i shall haunt youuuu!

This is actually called, "there", coool!

the murky, insect filled, pebble polluted water. we waded through it.

The explanation of "There".

It is a christmas tree! Prreeeeetty, but i am prettier.

ZOMGG.

My feet hurt, but it was worth it. Bugis street is SHOPPING HAVEN. Oh man, i wanna spend spend spend[; worth it!

i bought a belt and eye shimmeries for myself[; but i still want more eye shimmeries! haha!

2007-12-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

credited to sherrie[;
jonseow's pole dancing antics in the trip back home (ambs gathering)
sorry for the embarrassment, i couldnt resist.

My revived hate, it became a love

2007-12-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

Well, hallo readers & beloveds[; I came back from a day of, guess what? It is something some of you know i absolutely destest.

Bowling.

I know! But, I had fuuuuuuuuun=D I must admit, i used to destest, hate and abhore bowling because; i sucked at it. (no condemnation comes to the righteous) But, i started practicing in the virtual world of Nintendo Wii, and then, my parents suggested us as a family going bowling together (since i was rocking in the ~~virtual~~ world). I agreed, hoping i wouldnt cry. (heehee, i didnt =.=)

In the end in just four games, (!!!) i managed to score from ZERO, to 98(: Praise The LOOOORD!!! He rocks my socks and my entire world. (heehee) It makes me believe in miracles. BAHAHAHA!

Well, I could post up pics, but i cant. darn it. But i wanna say;

I cant believe Hady won Asian Idol.

Jesus rocks. He loves me. (He loves you too!)

Ambs Gathering

2007-12-18T17:20:00.000+08:00

Okay, yesterday was the (actually) first Ambs Gathering. Guess what?

It was so fun! and tiring. heehee(:

So, I actually smsed Sherrie the day before to ask whether she was going, & she was! Heehee. So, I met up with her & Rachel at City Hall Mrt. I came behind them actually. Haha, sneaky me[:

So, we were (unexpectedly) fashionably early. See, we are so favoured that whatever we do has style. I didnt eat breakfast nor lunch. I was kindda starving when we reached Kembangan. (we were going to Chase's condo) But the contradicting fact was that I refused to buy any food from Cheers. hahaha~

SO we walked and walked and walked and walked etc. to Chase's condo , only at the time I didnt know it was a condo. haha(: The condo is veryveryvery big.

AHHH, so the Grads joined us there. Then we all, as one, proceeded to a function room. The function room was also veryveryvery big. But it had these two pillars which were like, in the centre of the room. so extra. =.=

We played:

Wacko
Charades
Electricity

It was funfunfun(: Hahahahaha! OH! I became a momentary bimbo with Charmaine(: It was like such like a pleaaasure. :D

Then we had ~~praise~~ and worship. Really felt Abba lorh[': Afterwards, we had sharing(: C. Lily really shared really sobbering stuff man. I really now right, have the passion to get souls saved. She told us that she had this vision that God had imparted on her, more like a picture luh. That was long ago, btw. Anyways, the picture showed this firey adobe, with a massive volano with lava spitted out. Then, there was this loooooong line of people who were queueing to go into the spitting volcano.

The people were naked, (okay, let me explain, cos right, when adam and eve were created they were naked, but they had God's glory surrounding them so they couldnt see they're naked bodies, so when Jesus comes back to earth; we'll become naked again but we'll have God's robes of glory on us). SO, C. Lily said that she went to look inside the volcano and you know what she saw?

Familiar faces, friends.

Then one of those friends asked, " Why didnt you tell about Jesus to me?" But C. Lily objected and said, " but i did! that time you know!"

and the friends said something very sobbering;

"Why didnt you try harder?"

(Please note that this wasnt a prophesy okay, just a picture)

So, when I heard that, I actually felt tears come to my eyes. I suddenly like had flashes of faces come to mind, those who really were interested in knowing God. Little hints on their intrest. And I asked myself, " I love them all so much, but, why didnt I ask them to come to church? "

I really luh, dont want anyone to go to hell. I may dislike some people but, I dont want anyone to go to hell.

I dont want my close beloved friends to end up there. i dont! God really imparted this sudden love for new souls and like, just to nurture them luh. I bring new souls into The Kingdom. It is just so beautiful and touching to see new souls.

And C. Lily said about reconcillation.

2 Corinthians 5:17-20

Go read it, it is worth it(:

I wanna be reconcilled to Daddy. That means I am no longer angry with Daddy. And I go to Daddy for everything.

So we were prayed for and we all really felt Daddy's presence. [': So awesome luh.

Then we went to have BBQ and became kids again. heehee! I sat on the swing a couple of times with Charmaine&Sue Ann. Lovely babes! [:

Overall, a dipped our toes in the pool and moon bathed. One meal sustained me the whole day(: awesome! Then adios amigos, we went home.

The ride home was quite hilarious. Sherrie and I kept laughing. HAHAHAHAHA!!! High babes ehs? Jon Seow pole danced. He shall be a professional one day [:

I came home like.. so tired but high! Of God's love for me(: Daddy loves me!

Anna.

Saturday&Sunday

2007-12-16T21:05:00.000+08:00

Well, let me start about saturday okay(: yesterday:D

It was the graduation for the DARE grads *sniffsniff*. I saw them put up a strong front, but then when Pastor Dan started to pray, they just broke down. It was such a touching sight to be frank. It made me start to really treasure DARE services.

I looked at my friend(s) who were graduating, oh man! I wanted to cry with them too. But i know, they'll be such an impact in Arrow. I will miss her! Oh mann! *sigh* But, smile through out what :D

the service was about "Thanks Giving". It really spoke to me luh. Cos, I've lately been a, beeyotch. hehe. couldnt you all tell? :D

Anyways! It was really nice cos Agape sat together. Had some others, but still love them! Heehee.

So, dinner was hilarious!!! Kept on laughing and laughing and laughing. heeheeheeheeheehee *breathe* heeheeheeheeheeheeheehee.

Elena and I have the same eating speed:)

WOOWOO!

So, Sunday came!

I met up with Elena. Heehee. OH!!! random fact, DD's name is Darrell! So chic luh! But I think my name is sexy. Any objections are to be ignored :D ANYWAYS, then we went to Macs to eat brunch and do the cards for the Agape guys. (yeah, we actually did) Then Eunice, mah 'lil blur mama, came and helped us. Then Dione arrived.

So, i just want to skip to the part that:

The guys looked so sweet&cute!!! When we gave them their cards. So touching luh. And like, made us feel like it was worth making up early for them. HAHA!

OH! And during service there was this lil muddle. The guys reserved seats at the back whereas Dione&Eunice reserved seats at the front. So, I chose to sit at the front and said sorry to the guys luh, cos they went to all the trouble. So they said byebye to us girls.

So as the girls were settling down, the guys came to us saying ,"you all not there anymore, no point in seating there"

AWWWW!!!

Well, i think it is cute! And it actually makes you notice that we all need each other luh. :D If you can understand(: heehee.

So anyways, heehee. I love Agape, but i will always care & love CIA.

2007-12-14T20:21:00.000+08:00

Well. I am waiting until my mom calls me to go to Lot1. To watch a movie with moi parents! We are going to watch The Golden Compass. I know it is an anti Christ movie but it is not like i would believe the trash right?

I know God has rooted me deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*brethes* eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep enough(; No worries, ohkays? ;D

I miss my friend in Malaysia): Caitlin. Oh man. She was in Agape for EJ camp. AH!!! I miss her. She's a good girl(:

LOL!!! look at it!! it is damn funny!

Anna

2007-12-14T15:28:00.001+08:00

I am praying for Melmel.

Agape is COMEDY!

2007-12-13T22:03:00.000+08:00

Today, well, more like, TONIGHT, I went out with AGAPEAVENUE. To watch DVDs & dinner.

It Was Hilarious.

Well, more like the ending was hilarious, but hey! Watching the movie was comedy too(: We watched Blades Of Glory (i think that's the tittle, pardon me if i was mistaken). It is a :

Gay
Horny
Logicaly impossible
retarded
fast forward
makes guys feel awkward&
weird

It is only worth the watching when you are in dire need of a good lo-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-ong laugh. Of which i experienced. I was technically on the brink of crying. "Laugh til you cry" It applied to me! :D

Okay okay! I wanna blog about the funny ending! This is roughly direct quote from Ryan (not KOH):

"Okay, so we were watching DOOM, then it was the part when this woman puts her hand through this open door, but then it closes! And the woman's hand drops off! And RIGHT AT THAT MOMENT, Anna looks at the hand for possibly a second or two and runs off screaming that she has to go off, then glenda follows screaming too. Then the guys look at each other and say everyone go off liao, might as well siam!"

BAHAHAHHAHAHHA!!! I was like wondering what the heck were thje guys doing running after glenda and i. CRAAAAAZAY!!!!! BAHAHAHAHA!!!

We all were like screaming in the lift. Then Sebastian screamed, as in screamed, then he was asked to shut up by yours truly. BAHAHAHAHA! Sorry, I was in the heat of the moment. :D

I screamed at Darryl of Daryl, OR however you spell his name. SORRY! I was in the heat of the moment too! BAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!

The Daryl or Darryl stay in the condo which is humoungous luh!!! I've been there before. not to his house luh.

BAHAHAHAHA!

Anyways, ELENA!!! I know what to get you(: YOU know what to get MEEEEE! BAHAHAHAHHAA!!!

ANyways hunnehs, i am gonna doze now, or maybe think of getting a maple account(: or audi account. Who knows(:

TOOOOOODLEZXZX;

Anna

2007-12-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Bday SinLee!!! &syafiqah(:

went out& want to post pics. but cant.

A new resolution

2007-12-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

i am no longer going to be stubborn&scared. missing fun events just cos, aint fun.

2007-12-12T14:33:00.000+08:00

read my xanga.

Sudden Outbursts of emotion colide with reality

2007-11-16T14:53:00.000+08:00

I suddenly, out of the friggn` blue, miss primary school.

Today, is the graduatin' day of the p6 batch of `07. I remember my graduation day as if it was yesterday.

I was all dressed up in formal attire, running to school because I was rushin` for time. Since I was performing for the event, the performers had to meet up earlier and practice one last time before the big moment.

So, I ran&ran&ran. I looked at my shadow, realising how nice it was, because earlier that day, my mum curled my hair. So it was extra curly. (: I honestly, have an infatuation on curly hair. I think they are sexy ;). So anyways, blahblahblah. When we finished practice, we walked over to the canteen where food and drinks were being served.

The whole thing was so, so, SO; memorable. As much as I hatedprimary school&the friggin` teachers who controled the mass amount of homework we were given, I wouldnt mind reliving the whole experience. Every moment, every second.

My CCA in primary school was, guess what, ballet. i ADORED it. The pain that i experienced was love. It was like, a pleasure for me. EVery wednesday afternoon, I would go down to the music room in the basement with mi amigas.

When we were like, lower primary (?), around p2-ish. We would actually change together. But hey! We were young. Who cared? We werent exposed to so much stupidity& junk as we are now.

The music room was like heaven to me. I liked walking in my stockings around the room. Feeling a slight chill down my spine as the leotards arent very warm. I also adored the character shoes we wore. I actully wanted to take the exam, so that i could get the character skirt also, but oh well.

I used to get blisters. I got my first encounter with blisters when i took ballet. So, i dont really get so surprised at blisters whenever i get them. which is like, all the friggin` time.

My posture definately improved with the ballet lessons. "Long neck, shoulders down. Butt in, stomach in" it pretty much kept ringing in my ears.

Point your toes! Haha!

In my primary school CCA, i learnt how to deal with pain. Now, in Modern Dance, I learn how to handle the friggin` crap given to you by bitchy instructors. But hey, isnt that what we all do nowadays? Bitch about?

HA! Jokin`, if you are really such a goody two shoes and not bitch, good for you. Keep it up! Seriously.

SO anyways, I miss alot of things. And, I just have a mindset to do well for "O"s by God's everlasting favour and grace. Abba loves me(: And, I will get into an AWESOME school! It would provide so much exposure to me on Performing Arts. I will shine God's glory.

Later on, i would be going for a sleepover at PeiXian's place. With Dione&Joletta. I know I'll have fun with those retards.

Now i am packin` all my stuff. I am bringing my doggie(:

&& piglet named: Piggy.(i know, i am so creative:D)

Now, i shall log off and admire myy nail polish.

TOODLES mah sexy hotties

I am so sorry

2007-11-14T14:10:00.000+08:00

Bleh. I've been doing some self reflections lately (wow, i know, what the heck is up with me right?) and, I really feel like I have been inconsiderate & down right bitchy.

I'm the one who says she hates bitches and would easily slap anyone of them if they do anything to me or my friends, but lately I have been the one who has been the bitch. (I know, no condemnation comes upon the righteous) But, I am very sorry to my friends whom I have been ignorant to.

I am so sorry. That stupid gay and ditwit devil has tried to ruin my commando friendship with y'all. But, it is God who really streangthens our friendships and, I love y'all.

I really treasure my friendships with all of you & nothing would let me think otherwise. And, please dont take my harsh tone when I talk to you to heart, because I dont mean it.

A shoutout to some friends(:

Dione: hey sexy, I am so sorry for my moodyness during Sundays & Saturdays. Je T'aime(:

Sammi: hey babe, dont forget me. Remember out phonechats till night time? I miss them lots.

Sinlee: Hey dar! I really miss the library chats we had. Let's have them again soon. :)

And, I truely mean the "love" part(:
I live to my words okay.

2007-11-13T22:50:00.000+08:00

The englsh language is an enourmous and vast ocean of words. Although it somehow penetrates one's brain with much confusion and annoyance, it is actually quite fun.

Please, hang on to your brain cells, for you are about to grow new ones. ('~') <- This is so adorable! Anyways, as I was saying, before i was so nicely interupted by my crazyness, you are about to learn new words hat i find fascinating. Don't fret and close this page if your mind is suddenly filled with images and flashbacks of class time, for the owrds that have fascinated me are very entertaining. (well, to me that is.)

Ready to begin? Let's. :)

The word, Antidisestablishmentarianism, is in other words (in my simple translation) is a movement or a set of ideas which disagree with the seperation of church and state.

Do you readers out there comprehend my definition of "Antidisestablishmentarianism"? i hope you do! :)

Alrighty then! Next word, (there are only three more, so regain from your consciousness please, thank you) is;

Aeaeae,"A YEA` YA", it means

noun: magic

adjective:magical

Pronounce it! It sounds so humourous! And adorable at the same time! Imagine yourself saying the sentence, " Oh, the dive was such a aeaeae experience." Say it out loud! It is very humourous and you'll get a chuckle out of it. :)

(But, you MUST admit, you sound smarter )

Word number three is-

it might just stun you;

The word is:

Oo. Serious! No hoaxes here. It is :
1) The Greek word for omega.
2)A Hawaiian Bird( which I think is extinct, saddening fact, sniffie*
3)"Yes" in tagalog.
and other stuff which I am ~~lazy~~ to put here. :)

Where's my fourth word?!

Mnemonic. It is a form, a way, to help you remember something. AKA a mental aid.
eg. Euouae etc.

Alrighty! Impressed so far? I looked at Wikipedia. It is quite useful. :) Now, i shall rant on my current affairs before going on to the last word. :) Let me fascinate you on what fascinates me.

I think that holding my stuffed toy, Doggie, is one of the most relaxing things to do when I come home. Especially if someone or something angers me. I have had that cute stuffed toy for 12 years now. My birthday is Doggie's birthday too! HE is just one year younger than me! But i love him. :) Much better than ignoramuses out there. Cretins, dimwits, halfwits, dunces and fatuouses i meet.

I dont mix around with those sort. If I seem like I do, it is only a matter of time before you see me repel from them.

I've got my priorities straight. :)

SO anyways, while my hands typed out alot of letters, which formed into words, I am now getting to the last word that fascinates me. Well, there are lots more, but for now, these are it. :)

it is:

Love. Yep. It really does. Want to know the meaning in the Wiktionary? Here:

love (countable and uncountable; plural loves)
(uncountable) An intense feeling of affection and care towards another person.
A mother’s love is not easily shaken.
(uncountable) A deep or abiding liking for something.
My love of cricket knows no bounds.
(uncountable) A profound and caring attraction towards someone.
Your love is the most important thing in my life.
(uncountable) A condition in which the happiness of another is essential to one's own happiness. (Paraphrased from a definition offered by Robert A. Heinlein, in Stranger in a Strange Land, 1961)
(countable) The object of one’s romantic feelings; a darling or sweetheart
I met my love by the gasworks wall.
(colloquial) A term of address, regardless of feelings.
Hello, love, how can I help you?
(racquet sports) zero, no score.
So that’s fifteen-love to Kournikova.

the last meaning is unbelievably anti climax.

Synonyms:
(darling, sweetheart): baby, darling, lover, pet, sweetheart, honey, love bird
(term of address): mate, lover, love meghan

Antonyms:
(strong affection): hate, hatred; malice, spite
(absence of love): indifference

Why am I so fascinated by this word? Because, people use it without even having a glimpse of meaning in it. Love is a very strong word. It cant exactly be used for simple feelings of fancy or like.

Want to know one of the meanings of fancy?
To be sexually attracted to.

If you get my point, great, I am glad. If you dont, it is okay. That would most likely mean you dont have to. :)

Small note:
i cant even listen to the song(s) i heard before, without feeling so ridiculous and a feeling i cant describe. flashbacks seem to my a regular in my agenda now.

2007-11-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOSH. lemme repeat: OHMYGOOOOOSH. Ahem, thank you. I wanna resume my lessons in ballet. yes, i take ballet. The Royal Ballet Academy. You get into there, you better stay there. That's where so many wonderful ballet dancers have come from & begun their career.

I think, i shall contact Miss Wendy and ask her if she has classes for me to join.

yes, i shall. currently, i am filling my photos with cute avatars!

2007-11-12T16:15:00.000+08:00

If anything ever made any sense, I would have to ponder then. Sighing away like it is a form of breathing, it never really got to me until now.

Sometimes I wish I was in some kind of adventure. I have always fancied fantasy stories, because, they make my imagination go wild. Guess, I love dancing because of the thrill, better than being the audience. But, being an audience to great dancers is an experience i never abhored.

During holidays, and well, normal days too, i am somehow anti social. I do go out alot but, sometimes, i like to absorb myself in some kind of fantasy book. Call me a book worm, but i love books that take my imagination to the extreme. Those books always make me feel like, i wanna do something else with my life.

A bit freaky for a thirteen year old? Never to young to dream.

Fantasising on worlds, unknown to human kind. Being a real princess or queen. The long extravegant balls held at a magnificant palace, oh, the joy. Hours and hours of preparation, for just that short time span. To show case beauty and elegance. Walking down the marble steps of the palace, leadint into the grand ball, swarming wth Lords, Dukes and other royalties. When you finally reach the last final step, all eyes are on you. Gazing in awe the magnificence and delicacy of the gown you are wearing. Long, all the way to the floor. Silk and chiffon. Satin and lace. Custom made to make you look amazing.

As you reach out your hand gently, no big movements, out to-

oh wait, I aint telling everything! Cos, I am not ready yet. I dont think I might become a writer, i never really thought my writings were good enough. Only when i like a certain topic, only then would i write good pieces on them. Stubborn me, it even shows in my compositions.

But, let me try to explain dancing. Performing.

It is that momentary high than grabs you from within. Staring at multitudes. You take a deep breathe, throw all consciousness aside ,and dance.

You take each step, feeling like it is not by your choice, your muscles intensly working to make each movement flow. Eye contact with the crowd. Showing whatever emotion through your movement. The emotion you are suppose to elude. Presicion till the ends of your fingers and the tips of your toes.

but, admist all this, be careful not to regain consciousness, or else, you'll black out. But, after that. Once you take your last step. You bow and it is over.

You smile to yourself as feelings of great joy and satifaction flood your heart and shows physically You are tired and beat. The countless hours of pratice. All showcased in a few minutes.

But it is all worth it.

2007-11-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hallo! Fellow laptop chicks! I am officially a laptop chick. I do not ue desktops any longer. Unless, laptop spoilt (rebuked in Jesus name!) or in school. Never the less, I am self dubbed, Laptop Chick.

The preaching today is realy annointed. It really speaks out to the changes around me. And my friends. It is really a message from God. Thank you.

I am noticing that i am starting to write longer posts in my XANGA blog, other than this one. I remember certain loooooooooooooong posts that I wrote back in the day. I still can. But, i get tired sometimes.

I really want a laptop of my oowwwn! The laotop i am using is a family lappie. It has seperate accounts for my father, my mum and me. hehe. If this was officially my lappie, i would paste stickers on it actually. Hehe. Spice it up a little.

I really feel like everything is going by like such a buzz. Amazing that next year, i am already sec2! When, this time last year, i was enjoying p6 life. While i could. But now, I am (honestly) growing up so fast! Serious.

My friends have seen the change. While there are physical changes, there are changes that are within. My hair has changed, alot! Some ex class mates couldnt recognise me the last time! hehe. I lost weight(: and still am! Amen. I am able to cope much better now. I have a better relationship with my parents now. I am very thankful for that.

Praise the Lord, for this awesome year.

i know it is not yet over. But, it soon will and i will soon be , officially, sec2. Express. Yeah babeeh!

I am now going to admire my sexy nail polishes. I can spend a fortune on them! hehe.

2007-11-10T23:45:00.000+08:00

Agape Avenue, you all have entered my heart immencely. And people beware :
our best weapon, other than Jesus of course, is our..

VOICES!

i still love cia1, please know that.

2007-11-09T19:53:00.000+08:00

sinlee and i sprayed our hair today, red and a lovely violet red. Which is actually a nice pinky purply combination. Plus it is glittery too. :) it is nicceee. I realise that i type more in my Xanga Blog. Although this blog has more readers. Well, my Xanga is somehow restricted to Xanga user only. Sorry ehs. But, review my posts here and i have an explanation and solution.

Tomorrow i am spraying my hair green! It is a dare colour i infer. Cool huh? Tomorrow, my first gathering with Agape Avenue, this whole week, i was pondering for cheers (how i wish johnnyike, the was like the second DGL or something, he is ugreat with cheers). I know God will give me the creativity. Like last ADVcamp. I just got a burst of creativity! Numerous cheers came to mind, right dione? cherlyn? :)

Oh well, hehe. toodles for now.

2007-11-08T17:02:00.000+08:00

This is my 70th post people! Cheers out there in the audience is in call of. *waits* Ugh, fine! you all think i am over reacting but hey! People rejoice at their 50th post. This is my 70th post. Someone agree with me that i am sane.

Anyways, over and done with that, hi! I really am taking into cinsideration at the fact that i might fall in love with Agape Avenue. But, i cant say anything much seeing as i am only going (not even had one) to go with them and fellowship.

You all know those books where, the guy dies and the girl is in remorse and (if it is a fantasy thing) the guy happens to find way to become alive again (but Jesus is the only one who can do that !). Sometimes, i wish that all of this never happened, and even though it did happen, i wished that Pastor would change his mind and that, it would go back to the old system. But, I have a feeling it ~~wont~~. I reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyREALLY dont understand .. this! AT ALL! I miss CIA1 so much! I really regret not spending so much time wtih them, i wish we went for outtings and stuff. Oh pooooooooooooooo!

I know Abba has given me Agape Avenue for a reason, a very nice reason at that. And period. Full stop. Agape Avenue, hello. But, cia1 remains in my heart!

2007-11-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

Later i shall be going out, later is actually soon. Anyways, i think i really prefer Xanga to blogger! SOOORRRRRAAAAAAAHHHHHHH! But, blogger is nice too, considering the fact that I have been using blogger for eons now. NOT! Actually, i only started blogging this year.

So anyways, i am very excited for next year. Cos, modern dance is pairing up with band to perform a concert. WOOHOOO babbeeehh! I am really excited to dance to what band is playing (:

Can i just tell you all how excited i am?! =P. Oh yeah, btw, my Xanga Blog is currently available to signed in users. But, if 20 people tell me to make it public again, i will (:

2007-11-06T11:59:00.000+08:00

I have had a sudden sweet tooth. o: I want sweeeeeeets. hehe. =X. but, everytime i think of anything, i start thinking of cia. <3

but it is okay! I know i will get used to Agape Avenue.

2007-11-05T11:49:00.000+08:00

changes like seasons come upon me,
too many at a time,
Lord, as i look to you repeatedly,
You tell me I'll be fine.

You hold my hand,
lovingly with care;
And so when i look out to the moving land,
i will not, and do not despair.

2007-11-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday JOHNNY!!! (well, belated birthday)

gemmers, i hate you all for having him. please, please, be thankful for him. no matter who you are, be thankful for him. especially if you are in his dg. or else i will (no, seriously) not like you at all. if you treat him like trash. you will be the trash.

2007-11-03T23:19:00.000+08:00

i give thanks for everything, and anything.
i give thanks to me being alive
i give thanks to me having loving parents.
i give thanks to me habing a roof above my head.
i give thanks that i am a girl (hehe, not trying to my sexist here)
i give thanks to being so sensitive.
i give thanks to having commando friends.
i give thanks to having a laptop.
i give thanks to having a desktop.
i give thanks to Th Lord who loves me.

i am pissed to publish phots.

2007-11-02T11:12:00.000+08:00

annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
hello
A N N A says:
hi!
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
this is so ridiculous
A N N A says:
hell ya
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
WAHAHAHA
A N N A says:
so cute!
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
hehe
A N N A says:
yeps
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
LOL
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
fun seh
A N N A says:
yah!
A N N A says:
cos when boliao got person to talk with
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
SO FREAKY
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
haha
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
i really feel like i am talking to a new person
A N N A says:
not new lah
A N N A says:
just a different
A N N A says:
on
A N N A says:
one*
A N N A says:
hehe
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
YAYE!
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
hehe
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
this is ridiicccuuulooous
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
bye anna!
A N N A says:
bye anna!
annaelizabeth please, lookatmypm says:
you rock!
A N N A says:
you rock!

see! it proves i am bored. (p.s: i have two emails. the A N N A one is live messenger only, whereas the annaelizabeth please look at my pm is the messenger PLUYS(: ) hehe.

2007-11-01T21:26:00.000+08:00

Can you retarded beloved people just visit my XANGA blog and actually TAGG.
oh myyyyy, you all arhs. retarded bunch.

2007-10-31T20:00:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just cant help but start thinking of the possibilities, but i know there was a reason behind the action and so comes the result. i give you a strong front but hey, i am a human, as much i am not of this world, i still am human.

(what the heck made me type that out?!) o.o

The click five's new lead singer is HOT! so freaking hot okay! hehe. oi! i dont get celeb crushes easily okay. so me thinking that Kyle Patrick is hot, is something. pardon my girlish teenage hormones here but, he is hot. but ofcourse, my Abba is hotter(:

yes, that is my newest Celeb Crush. hehe.

but the previous lead singer is CUTE! not hot though, CUTE. his hair is like.. so dorky! but he still looks good in that young school boy kind of thing(: hehe. well, maybe DORKY aint the best word. CUTE lah, cute(: a slight celeb crush there (:

yep, Mr. Cuttie.

but my Abba is the MOST SHUAI, MOST HANDSOME one(:

MOST GOOD LOOKING!

hehe! and guess what?! i am His daughter(: dont be jealous(:

2007-10-31T18:40:00.000+08:00

i've got my retro outfit babeeehhh!

hehe!

2007-10-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

visit my XANGA blog(:

2007-10-30T17:09:00.000+08:00

LAURA, tagged me(:

My relationship with her
sister in Christ(:

5 impressions i have of her.
CRAZAY!, FUNNEHHH!, WACKAY!, annointed(: a real woman of God.

Most memorable thing done for me
um, BEING ALIVE!

Most memorable words she has said to me
this is awfully familiar-.- she said, "HELOOOO".

Most desirable thing I want to do for her now.
say , "HELOOOO".

My overall impression of her is
an awesome woman! ;D

Characteristics i love about myself.
I am dramatic!

Characteristics i hate about myself.
sensitive, but hey! i am made in God's image and as Christ is, so am i.

Most ideal person i want to be.
I AM ALREADY THAT PERSON.

A message for people who care for me and like me.
heloooo! i love you all! well, yeah.. hehe! Wanna know Jesus! you know he loves me alotalotalot? he wants to love you too(:

Pass this quiz to 10 people to see how they feel about you (:
1.ABIGAIL-C
2.ABIAGIL-P
3.CHARMAINE
4.DEBBIE
5.DIONE
6.GRETEL
7.PENIELLE
8.SHALOM
9.SAMMIE
10.AISHA

2007-10-28T19:46:00.000+08:00

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i love you, cia1.

2007-10-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

this is the cheer(: i love cia1's retarded moments!

it goes as so;

we are cia,

never mia,

better than sia

faster than kia

no need aia.

BECAUUUUSEEEEEEEEE, we are cia!

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-a-a-a-a--a-aa-m seng!

now for the cam whoring sessions(:

(well, some^^)

us babes who came(:

i look retarded=X

L-O-V-E (preston,jeremiah,donatus&kayson)

US, cia. united as one. dont ever question our one-nessity=X. love you guys!

2007-10-27T22:35:00.000+08:00

i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
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i love cia.
i love cia.

guess what?

i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.
i love cia.

i miss cia. why cant i grasp the fact that, i will be seeing them in DARE and church? maybe, i actually do. maybe i am scared that we would lose our closeness(?), that we.. well, never had. it was never a constant one. but, at such heart warming moments are the only ones that i would really see cia1 unite. those moments, are the ones i really... dont want to give up for anything at all really. i would give up my ... little pleasures for cia. less time on the com. less time going out with other friends. i would,... i really, really, really would! (please believe me)

today was the last dg that cia1 had together. it was so much fun, that i didnt want to live the house at all! i wanted to stay there and just absorb cia1's... presence. just be there. just wanna be with them again. for our last few moments as a dg. but cia1, i love you. my prayers, they always have you in it, somehow, someway. it is really the honest truth. my prayers,.. i had and always will have you all. always, and forever.

what happened this dg?
we all played UNO then had praise and worship. and ate and played TRUTH or DAAAAARE. (mwahahahaha- ha- ha- HAAAAAAAAAAA). actually it was only the girls lah. the guys are (forever) not responding. hehe, sounds so wrong(: but hey, i love them (in CHRIST)!

in the middle of dg, the girls and i cam whored alot. then at the end (oh gosh, emotional again=X heh.) of it all, we( as in whoooooole group ) did the cia cheer! as in the old, "we are cia, never mia.." hehe! it is not heard of anymore mah! so , i will post the pics and the video of us doing the cheer another day. or maybe later(: heh, my laptop lagged on me! oh gosh. but never mind(:!

i miss cia1, i miss my babe-licious hunnies! (in alphebetical order);
Amanda; miss kind hearted.
Cherlyn; miss artistic.
Cindy; miss quiet, but firey spirit.
Deborah; miss goofy.
Dione; miss demure and beautiful.
Eleana; miss poised.
Janelle; miss quiet. (it is okay!)
Joywe; miss sporty.
Joletta; miss feisty and bubbly.
Rachel; miss diva.
Samantha(taizi); miss stand on her own two feet and feisty (as well!).
Sammie; miss -woah-.
Shana; miss own will.
Su Ching; miss elequent.

those are the girls, my huns and babes. if i missed out anyone, please slap me.
as for the guys, hehe, i still love them (in CHRIST) to the straight core.(:

tomorrow i am serving. (right?) hehe, no one's answering me. that's why i am very confused. hehe. i shall confirm with random peeeoooooooooople. hehe! As Christ is so am I.

i shall post the photos later or ... dont know! but soon!

Blessed night people.

2007-10-25T12:50:00.000+08:00

Love of my life, my soulmate
You're my best friend
Part of me like breathing
Now half of me is left

I don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you need me

Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come & gone
Don't know why I'm still searching

Don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you need me

Hmmm hmmm mmm
Uhhh oohhh aahhh
Hooo aahhh ohh ohhh

Now you're a song I love to sing
Never thought ------ so free
Now I know what's meant to be
& that's okay with me

But who am I to say you love me
& who am I to say you need me
& who am I to say you love me

Mmmm Hmmm

I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you need me
I don't know anything at all

I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all
I don't know anything at all

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later i am going out with my sinlee, going to jp(: arcading-ing-ing. the new song in my blog is quite um, nice actually. i dont really think much of the lyrics. cos, i am not exactly inlove with anyone lah. aha. so that's why(: but it is really a good song, the vocals. and the lyrics are rocking(:

i read samantha's blog,and i wanna say thankyou, for saying that i am a rocking vice chairWOMAN. it really means alot. thanks! i now know that this year,i wasnt being stupid for still being the vicechairman, so thanks.

you all will soon know my new URL(:

yaye. my blog might not be as popular anymore, but who cares?! (:

i am changing skin too! yaye!

2007-10-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

i'm going to be changing link soon! (sorry!) but, the ginji person better own up asap. or else. i have my ways and means. okay, that was not supposed to be a threat of any sort, cos that would mean i was lying. (hahaha, does anyone get the joke?) okay, i always feel honoured to be mentioned (positively) in one of my friend's blogs. OH, thank you to abigailelizabethpeters for the dedication, well, yeah(: you've been mentioned! and, my gretel(:<3!>SINLEEorCINDY HI! okay, mentiod. laura(: DIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE, my little meanpok sister! PEIXIAN<33333.JOHNNY!!!!!!!!!my (real) mommy&&papa<3333333333333333333333333333. JOLETTA cuttie!CHERLYN honey! SAMMItan,heybabe. shaHYRA,hiii, miss you! aiiiishaishhhhhiaaa. =o. AND EVERYONE IN THIS WORRRRRRRRRRRRRLDDDDD. it is impossible for me to name people okay. wanna know why? my memory is held up by grace, and if i try to remember, i forget(: never makes sense, thanks!

2007-10-24T18:27:00.000+08:00

today, you all can say,
was the last day,
and it brings dissmay.
to my heart,
cos i have to part,
with my babes,
but ill try not to fall apart.

missing them, will they miss me?
so many memories, how could it be?
the tears i shed, oh so many;
why am i oh so very,
sentimental, but i guess.
it come with the package never the less.

i miss my huns, i miss my dears,
i miss my darlings, and never my fears.
all them teachers, they are so clear,
in all their ways they are here.
what the hell did i just type?
i do not know.
just to make it ryhme?
i guess it really shows.

let's talk about the class, i dedicate,
this little poem, for them to read.
the moments i loved them,
the moments i dont.
i even had a hate,
and now i wont.
cos i will treasure my little moments with them,
i dont mind replaying it again and again.

my beloved SXIA,
never will we be MIA.
my CAS,
we are the best
oops, ego moment.
i tried not to brag.
but dont get the wrong i dea.
i aint a hag.

so, anyways, let me get to the point.
thank you and, please listen up.
i will miss 1a o7,
and i salute with a 'hup'!

goodbye, and i hope we dont part.
as in, be rearranged, that's from the heart.
i know you all just think i'm nuts
for dedicating a poem to a bunch, but i got guts.
so anyways 1a, good bye for now.
have fun during the holidays, anyhow.
dont get into trouble, but we'll try
to be there for you.
we'll never say die.
so as the holidays soon begin.
keep us all in,
in the loop.
then maybe go shoot some hoops?
okayokay, i am sounding retarded.
but hey, what can i do?
1a 1a 1a 1a!
lovelovelove! youyouyou!

PS: the ginji person, who the hell are you..?

2007-10-23T17:06:00.000+08:00

the employee of the month the movie is damndamndamn funnehhhh! i really think that it is worth the watching/renting, not sure about buying though. but i am still in the process of watching it. i am laughing my .. my.. stress off. wow. that feels nice, feels different.

*note to those in my msn:
yes, my pm for today is damn dramatic please dont take to heart(:

i am somehow disappointed in my maths results, for sa2. but, i know i have God's grace and that my overall will really be an awesome testimony. amen.

my malay is really, under God's grace. i dont know my mark lah but,abba!! i really just hand it into your hands, and rest, knowing you've taken care of it.

SMILINGGGGGGGGG(:

btw, did you all know that i am a trainee prefect. (i'm not trying to hao lian, sorry.)
PRAISE THE LORD.

2007-10-22T19:18:00.000+08:00

i really am being miss melodramatic. oh gosh, well, i always did have a flair for the dramatic. seems like, it hasnt gone off, oh well, it does come in handy.

new things pilling up. it seems unbearable. so unbearable for me, but Abba is capable.

"i cast all my cares upon you, i lay all of my burdens down at your feet and anytime, i dont know, what to do, i cast all my cares upon you".

i miss my cia<3333

2007-10-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

thank you to those who wished me happy birthday!which was yesterday, 19oct(: haha!

today it was announced.
cia, i love you. uncontrolably. i'll miss you forever.

2007-10-18T12:44:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be all about abigailpeters<3;

haha, i remember so many things girl, good and bad. but, i'm glad to have you as my friend. once more. the stupid stupid period in gems when we were like. NOT TALKING. it is like so like totalleh ZOMG. haha. but, i am so grateful for dare and how it brought us back together. oh gosh, i remmebered so much about you all the retarded memories of PK2 camp(: haha! hiding in the closet, waiting for Dora to come out, girl, good times. but i know that since we are friends once more, we are gonna have more of those good times again(: i thank the Lord for bringing YOU into my life(: love you lotslots. you are an amazing woman of God. and you are reflecting him 100%. love you loads!

(now it is your turn to write about me) waha!

2007-10-18T09:09:00.000+08:00

Abba, i need you big time. My bill rising up to $200 is not good... Abba, i cast this care to you Abba. Because what matters to me matters to you too. so, i will not be answering stupid, ridiculous and one word smses.

so, if your smses fall under those catergories, i wont reply. unless i see the need.

adios mi amigas.
cia, i love you.

2007-10-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

i wanna thank Abba for Pei Xian, who is such an annointed leader of God. It is my honour to be under her care. She is a awesome woman of God. Abba, thank you!

Anyways, she and i are praying for three things:

1) [name]
2) [name]
3) cia1s exam results!<33333333333333333333

oh gosh cia, i love you all! muacks!
the retarded moments are all worth while.

2007-10-16T17:14:00.001+08:00

petty.

2007-10-16T14:43:00.000+08:00

lala. i am bored. and lemon, please TAG for tagging's sake! visit my blog dont tag eh?
YOU WILL PAY!!!
okok
that was simply dramatic.

miss solo

2007-10-16T09:00:00.000+08:00

i'm alone at hime AGAIN. oh gosh, ultamaite cliché. i think i crack my knuckles, excessively. haha.

i talked to [name] yesterday, just a few lines on msn, but it was something! i am not of this world althought i am in this world, although i tell all my friends to wait for the guy to make the first move, sometimes, you just gotta surprise the guy. i mean, i thought that the conversation would turn out in a fight but, i put out the fire.

quite interesting to talk to [name] again. ha! sounds weird(?). i mean, ... ugh! nevermind. *.*

actually i am doing a bit of research that i'll need gretel(hint hint) to help me with. GRETEL! and actually, a few of my friends. i wanna find out something. too dangerous to post it. i just need to somehow know who someone is. i shall post later.